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“Not yet"
"You’re supposed to take it first thing in the morning"
"Girl not any more I can pee on the stick anytime and it will tell me if I'm pregnant or not"
"I can't wait to find out if you are pregnant or not"
Dawn flushed the toilet as she came out of the bathroom.
"Well?"
"It has a pink line, I guess I'm pregnant" Dawn burst into tears.
"Why are you crying?"
(Back at the church)
Tameka whispers to
Freddie and Dana-
"Did you hear Dawn and Wanda?"
"No, I wasn't listening"
"She asked her if she took the test"
"What test?"
"I bet she's pregnant"
"And if she is its none of your business"
"My daddy would put her out of the church if he was alive"
"That’s why he is not alive, putting people out of the church for being human, God don't like ugly, even if it’s the Pastor"
"This is a holiness church, if they can't live holy then they can leave"
"You act like God is mad at us for being human, we all have a purpose, and if Dawn is pregnant then that child has a God given purpose"
( Flash back)
"Please don't tell" cried Junior.
"MOMMY!! Junior peed on me"
"Junior did what?!"
"He asked me if I wanted to know how to make babies, then he said now lay down and take off your panties. Then he laid on my butt and peed on me!"
Johnny, Tameka's daddy
tied eight year old Junior to the bedpost, and beat him with an extension cord.
He beat him for half an hour. Finally, Jean could not take her son's screams
any longer. "Johnny that’s enough, stop it right now!"
"All these young
people think about is sex; Sex, sex, sex. Then they come to church and sing in
the choir like they are little angels."
Everyone in the restaurant looked embarrassed or annoyed.
"He came home from work yesterday and cussed me and the girls out."
"For what?'
"He never needs a reason, he just cusses and fusses, I think he is trying to drive us crazy."
"Service was
beautiful today, Pastor really preached..."
"Did you take the
test?" “Not yet"
"You’re supposed to take it first thing in the morning"
"Girl not any more I can pee on the stick anytime and it will tell me if I'm pregnant or not"
Wanda and Dawn rush to
Wanda's car.
"Slow down, what
is the hurry?" "I can't wait to find out if you are pregnant or not"
Dawn flushed the toilet as she came out of the bathroom.
"Well?"
"It has a pink line, I guess I'm pregnant" Dawn burst into tears.
"Why are you crying?"
"My granddaddy
would turn over in his grave if he knew that I'm pregnant out of wedlock"
"What? Out of wedlock! Girl nobody says that anymore. God is the giver of
life, the angels in heaven are rejoicing."
"Did you hear Dawn and Wanda?"
"No, I wasn't listening"
"She asked her if she took the test"
"What test?"
"I bet she's pregnant"
"And if she is its none of your business"
"My daddy would put her out of the church if he was alive"
"That’s why he is not alive, putting people out of the church for being human, God don't like ugly, even if it’s the Pastor"
"This is a holiness church, if they can't live holy then they can leave"
"You act like God is mad at us for being human, we all have a purpose, and if Dawn is pregnant then that child has a God given purpose"
Five year old Tameka
ran into the living room.
"I'm telling mommy
and daddy on you, you peed on me!" "Please don't tell" cried Junior.
"MOMMY!! Junior peed on me"
"Junior did what?!"
"He asked me if I wanted to know how to make babies, then he said now lay down and take off your panties. Then he laid on my butt and peed on me!"
Tameka never told on
Junior again, she was afraid that her daddy would kill him next time. Junior
touched Tameka in her sleep when she was six. He peeked through the crack in
the bathroom door when she was seven. He pulled her dress up and ran, when she
was eight. By the time Tameka was nine...she rolled up her skirt and switched
her hips from left to right when she walked (when her mother and father were
not looking). On the first day of school at Webber Junior High, Tameka walked
into Mrs. Williams' homeroom class and sat in the seat next to Brian Williams.
(Brian had the deepest dimples and his big afro made him look like Michael
Jackson). She hiked up her skirt before she sat down. She folded her legs and
smiled. Everything about twelve year old Tameka was sensual, her smile, her
laugh, the way she rolled her eyes...she stuffed her bra and painted her lips
red to feel pretty, sexy, wanted.
"You know Tameka,
The church is just where the young people should be, they need love,
unconditional love, and if the church doesn't show them that kind of love then
what are we here for?"
Tameka bowed her head
and prayed over her food, in a loud voice.
"Lord we thank you
for this food we are about to receive for the nourishment of our bodies in
Jesus name Amen." Everyone in the restaurant looked embarrassed or annoyed.
"Why do you have
to parade your holiness, Tameka?"
"I am a child of
God I don't care who knows it. How is James acting?""He came home from work yesterday and cussed me and the girls out."
"For what?'
"He never needs a reason, he just cusses and fusses, I think he is trying to drive us crazy."